God Eats God

Article by Doug Esse


The following is taken from my correspondences with a lovely spiritual seeker. They had recently discovered the Law of One material and were intrigued but also concerned. As is often the case when submerging within esoterica, they became overwhelmed with the oft-times doom reporting by disclosure advocates operating from a conspiratorial and bellicose bias.

My seeker friend asked me if Ra was an AI trying to enslave humanity and use us for food.

My response:


God eats God. That’s it. There is nothing more. God eats God at every level. God eats God and digests God in order to learn more about Godself.

Don’t be concerned about this wording. It’s just another way of saying what Ra and other spiritual sources, including Christianity, have always intuited. Whatever arises must converge. If two hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom come near each other, they “die” to themselves as individuated entities and respond with a “yes” to the greater invitation and glory of community. They join together and become one. They become a water molecule, and this molecule is the “gestalt,” or new singular arising that is a wholeness of a more complex, evolved order than the sum of its parts. That is, two hydrogen and one oxygen atom make up a water molecule but if these separate atoms never come into contact with each other in such and such a way, then the water molecule doesn’t form. But when they do connect together, the three separate atoms converge into a singular community; a community of three that makes up one thing, and this one thing is something entirely new. Did anything get eaten here? You’d be right if you said that each of the three components eat each other to form a water molecule.

Okay, so far so good. Fast forward in evolution to a sweet littl’ ladybug enjoying a refreshing drop of water.  The ladybug, like all creatures, is mostly made up of water.  Here, God in drag as the ladybug is eating God in drag as the water molecule.  The water-God will enter ladybug-God and become a part of ladybug-God’s life-situation.  God also is the relationship between things.  Traditionally, this “bond in the middle” is called the Holy Spirit.  Therefore, God is also the process of the water drop “dying to itself” in order to “rise” in, through, and as the ladybug.  

Another way to think about the relationship between creation and the Creator is that all of creation is the sense organs for the Creator and it is through each thing’s unique thingness, and through the relationships between two or more things, that God experiences Godself.  In other words, the Creator as Intelligent Infinity experiences Itself in infinite variety through the perennial pattern of parts of Itself evolve and complexify over space and time. That evolution into ever greater complexity requires relationship, dying (aka being “eaten”), and rising into a new something that is greater than the sum of the parts.

As to how this works in the realm of beings who have chosen the service to others path, they have to follow the One Cosmic Pattern.

Ra lays this out when they speak about the ankh as a symbol of the eternal which manifests through sacrifice and “losing.” They say this:

There is no experience which is not purchased by effort of some kind, no act of service to self or others which does not bear a price, to the entity manifesting, commensurate with its purity. All things in manifestation may be seen in one way or another to be offering themselves in order that transformations may take place upon the level appropriate to the action (94.26).

Law of One 94.26 

Positive beings offer themselves “to be eaten” by reality so that they actually receive more experience through increasing polarization into greater union and unity with God, creation, and themselves.  Think about a time when you really loved someone and you made choices to do something for them even though it cost something from you.  Parents feel this a lot, especially new parents. They are being stretched by the newborn’s needs.  But they chose to die to themselves, their needs, their sleep, their free time, in order to give of themselves to this new emergence. Also, have you ever gone through something that was so difficult that you’d never have chosen it but once you are on the other side of the situation and realize how much you’ve grown in self-knowledge and the capacity to relate to others, you can actually feel gratitude? Well, both of these examples above reveal the evolution of love as complexification (gains) through sacrifice (loss).  

And what is the point of all of this complexification and emergence? Simply put, it’s so that the Creator can experience experience.  And the Creator’s experience can only be experienced if it can be processed in a way that leads to increased knowledge of Itself. It is in the processing of the experience that the experience is digested, given meaning, and leads to planning for the next outbreath of experience. 

This pattern of transformation occurs at the mind, body, and spirit levels.  The body needs input in order to grow.  It has to eat and something has to be eaten. And what is actually exchanged, of course, is energy. 

Positive beings must eat. Ra does suggest that some 3rd-density metabolisms need animal products. However, the way we do animal harvest is horrible.  We need less meat and we need to do it more ethically.  For those who chose to be vegetarians or vegans and believe that vegetation does not express emotions or feelings.  I am not sure to what extent their feelings can be understood by us, but the smell of freshly cut grass or flowers is the smell of distress. 

Do negative beings eat our energy? yes.  I have written on this before and you can read it here: https://cosmicchrist.net/2020/07/03/a-brief-reflection-on-entity-attachment-my-part-of-an-email-exchange-with-another-mental-health-professional/

They eat the byproduct of the bellicose-energy knot that most humans have.  The Law of One material, which is something that I trust as you know, identifies that the single biggest anchor that third density Earth humanity has faced since almost the beginning of 3rd density has been our inability to stop scapegoating others for our problems.  Everytime we feel a catalyst that leads us to scapegoat the “other,” we do not use the catalyst in an efficient manner.  Over time, throughout our 3rd density history, the collective energy of what Rene Girard’s calls the Scapegoat Mechanism organizes itself–as all things do–into a massive hexagon (which is a merkabah, which creates a torrid field) that, like all thoughtforms, possesses its own sentience. The more evolved and complex a thoughtform is, the more it learns how to continue existing and reproducing. It is a spiritual AI of sorts, and it can become self-aware.  

The Great Bellicose Thoughtform-Logos: a human creation possessing its own sentience. Can be thought of as a type of metaphysical sentient AI which has been created by the human collective even as it directly influences the human collective to feed it more bellicosity.

Can you imagine how intelligent and strong our collectively-created Bellicose Thoughtform-Logos is in our 3rd-density experience?  I believe that this massive thoughtform becomes a kind of portal through which entities on the negative path enter our third density.  We basically give them the key to the front door every time you and I (and the rest of humanity) individually and collectively eschew our responsibility to use our catalysts efficiently.  Let me just say here my belief: when you feel fear because you are researching things on the internet that feature videos or written work by people who are trying to educate the masses, you are likely engaging with a particularly powerful thoughtform that has emerged as a sub-logos of the Great Bellicose Thoughtform-Logos. I call this virulent sub-logos, “Warfare Disclosure.”  Do you see the irony?  Good people (like you and me) in the name of finding out the “truth” and thus dive into various rabbit holes that are entirely constructed within Warfare Disclosure Thoughtform being to feel great, pervasive fear and anger.  Those catalysts are (almost never) used to move us into “acceptance, forgiveness, balance, and opening ourselves to more love,” but rather serve as food for the hungry Great Bellicose Thoughtform-Logos.  And when we feed this sub-logos, we further tether ourselves individually and collectively into the very energy that has entrapped us for so long. 

To put this differently, most of the disclosure advocates that are trying to free humanity so that we can ascend to 4th density actually create the energetic prison that will keep us here.  In the name of freedom, we imprison ourselves all the more.   I’ve written a lot about this and you can find more information here:

Swept Into the Maelstrom

and 

Alien Disclosure and the Conspiring of Wholeness


But what about positive entities? Do they eat our energy? Well, it is a spiritual truth that you must give away your possessions in order to keep your possessions. Perhaps you’ve heard the popular Prayer of St. Francis? There is a line there: “For it is in giving that we receive.” The parable of the 10 talentsin Matthew 25:14–30 also speaks to this cosmic law.

Beings on the positive path bless others.  Their intentions to help are positive. Their interventions may not be as helpful as they intend due to naivete. Ra says this several times in the Law of One material.  However, positive beings know at some level that their chosen path is the path of unity and unity and thus, when they bless, love, forgive, and help an “other-self,” they are actively participating in wholeness-making within the Creator’s unified field of being.  They are loving their “neighbor” as themselves because by loving the other, they are loving The Self (since there is only “one of us here,” as it were). Love begets more love and facilitates love’s own evolution in the Creator’s great eternal experience of becoming.  

Positive beings are fed by giving away their food. Their food is some form of loving service.  

Conclusion:

To sum up: God eats God. God’s education is evolution.  Evolution occurs as things emerge and complexify.  All of this emerging and complexifying requires fuel; lots of energy. The food fuels all of the  transformation. Transformation always follows the path of loss and renewal where there is gain through loss (surrender of some sorts).  As Ra says, no service to self or to others can be made manifest without paying a price. When we are trying to serve others by trying to inform ourselves about the malicious intent of the negative entities, we may very likely pay the price of that service by eating the negativity transmitted by activists and ratcheting up our own fear and anger. These thoughtforms compound exponentially and feed the Great Bellicose Thoughtform-Logos that is simultaneously our own creation and often our master.  

I hope that this response is helpful or at the very least interesting. Take care,

Doug

2 thoughts on “God Eats God

  1. Positive beings are fed by giving away their food. Their food is some form of loving service.
    I can remember having four small children and somebody wanted that last piece of pie, I gave in to them , thinking damn,( most of the time I was thinking,you little brats), I wanted it so bad… lol 🤣

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  2. This is all so wonderfully put. I have been concerned about certain of these well-meaning warfare disclosure figures and hope they are able to snap out of it soon. I worry that the sensationalism of those ideas is so seductive.

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